Almost

All my life I've been secretly complaining to god for making me an "Almost" guy.
I almost topped in exams when it mattered the most.
I almost made it into my dream college.
I almost had the girl of mydreams (sob).
I almost got that dream job TWICE!
Almost.. but never quite there....
But after what happened yesterday (When I almost got myself killed while riding, trying to save a pup), I've suddenly realized being the almost guy is not such a bad thing after all [;)].

Drowning...

Sometime I hate that chaos surround me
When all the answers that I seek are around me
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning.............................